"ME, NOW"

I'm not the same person I used to be.
I have always thought of myself as emotionally strong and sort of cool, calm and collected. Most of the time that is still me.
But, it doesn't take much to burst that illusion and everything falls apart.
In the past twelve months I have been known to cry for an hour because I broke a cup, fall in a heap because an ambulance sped past in the same direction as Sian had taken, cry in the middle of a song (whilst still dancing) and growl at the dog because he got in the way.
It makes me feel stupid, and I hate that I am like that, but it seems to have taken hold. Hopefully, it won't be like that forever as there are things about 'me, now' that I really don't like!
However, this 'me, now' is loving part-time teaching, is enjoying spending time with my girl and my husband, is happy in my new house and has taken up blogging as a very successful form of personal therapy.
"Me, now' is ok!!